And it’s very dark, here at my side,…
Or does it come from inside of me?
I don’t know,…
Feels like I’ve never been here before,…
Not even in my darkest hour,…
Everything is dark,…
I feel so alone,…He will not abandon me for sure,…
But, still I feel so alone,…
Is it another exam? That I would pass the test and move to the next grade?
I know not,…
Things are start too much to carry, I can no longer stand,…
Only keep the tears inside,…
Dimana Tami yang kuat itu? Or had i never been that strong?
I have no power to deal with this nor to be out of this nightmare,…
Recalling the Sa’i, that would lead Siti Hajar back and forth to find some water, with Allah as the only goal,…
I wish I had the power,…
For now, can I just cry? It might bring my power back, or through tears I might find my power, Amin,…
