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sometimes things go out of control

August 1, 2008

Tanggal merah kemaren dihabiskan dengan nonton semaleman, seharian, ngabisin Prison Break Season 2, rencananya sih season 3 nya mau diabisin weekend ini,…

cerita tentang brotherhood yang keren banget,…seru abis deh…

in one of the scene, ada satu tokoh bad guy, polisi yang akhirnya jadi melenceng dari tugasnya tegakkin keadilan,…

di beberapa kekacauan yang dia bikin, dia bilang “…sometimes things go out of control…”, bikin excuse gitu, ngga banget deh,…

anyway, situasi ngga banget itu lagi kejadian sekarang,…

some things are going out of control…

finance? nope

work? Alhamdulillah still manageable…

family? thank god they’re just fine

it’s just the very deepest of me needs some discharge…

really want to cry out LOUD to the world…

tryin hard to accept the thing that I can’t control,…

one thing that I really, really, really want,…but I don’t know -yet- would it be mine finally?

was able to cope that a few days back,…to let go…

DARN!

tryin hard to puzzle this up! using T10’s word, try to see the grand pic beneath all this,…

tryin here…

some ray of light brings back hope, that make me DO hope, again!

kind of tired,…real tired…

kinda have a roller coaster life, hoping as in up, smashing to the ground as down, up and down, up and down,…

it’s life after all, and life is all about it, rite? to go up and down,…

just need to give myself some space,…

i’ll be fine after this….

and move on,…I PROMISE!

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